Passover meditation


Shetland soaking up some late March sunshine

the view from my window

My dad was Jewish, my mom was Catholic, I was raised in a Protestant church.

We weren’t orthodox-anything in my household, growing up, and I would say that holds true today.

Yesterday, March 26, the Supreme Court took up a legal challenge to California’s ban on gay marriage, Proposition 8, from 2008.  The court is considering whether the U.S. Constitution’s 14th Amendment, which requires states to guarantee equal protection of the laws to all, applies to marriage laws and, therefore, requires states to allow same-sex couples to marry.

Raised by parents of different faiths, human rights’ issues place strongly in my moral upbringing.  Having children in their late teens and twenties that are exposed to greater diversity than my own college experience has also educated me in my later years.  Studying prejudices over history from Cyrus the Great in 580 B.C. to the Civil Union debate in Montpelier, VT in 2000 has shown me how much I can continue to learn how to be a better person, a better citizen.  I lean toward how we can craft a beautiful future for society vs an uglier path.

For me, I believe that God is love, therefore I believe in humankind being made in his/her image and therefore, we are all love.

This is the week of the observance of Passover by the Jewish faith community.  Nostalgically, of course, I think of food:  Matzoh ball soup, Matzoh Brei, Manischewitz grape juice… things my dad used to serve us when we were younger.

Strong roots and good wings in character goes beyond gefilte fish, though.  Kindness, integrity, patience, support…

We are still telling the Passover story of freedom, from oppression to opportunity, 3,000 years later.

Shalom

 

Doldrums


If you’re a sailing ship and you’re somewhere near the equator in the Atlantic or Pacific, with nary a breeze, calm and clear skies for days on end… you’re caught in the doldrums.

If you’re Milo from Norton Juster‘s “The Phantom Tollbooth” (a favorite children’s contemporary fantasy of ours), and while driving along in your toy car you are suddenly caught in a place where imagination and cheer are not allowed, where the list is the same every day…you’re caught in “The Doldrums.”

And if you’re a Vermonter in the first weeks of March, where your patience is beginning to wear thin from grey skies full of yet another snowstorm, daily temperatures under 30 degrees, the unchanging fawn and white palette of the horizon and landscape… you might be in the doldrums.

I think the term is perfectly suited to describe how many New Englanders are feeling of late.

Yesterday, I listened to my daughter and her violin teacher play Pachelbel’s Canon for me and fell into a reverie.  The next thing I knew, I was using my smart phone to search “Cheap Fares to Hawaii.”

This morning I daydreamed while reading the Philadelphia Flower Show webpage.

In times like these, you need a sound strategy to stay positive.  I’m no weaky.  In fact, I love the challenge that the Doldrums sends my way.

Yesterday my fabulous vet told me that my fabulous fat cat, Schilling, needed to go on a diet. He needs to lose a POUND AND A HALF.

I’ve got 5 house cats, all, and so the plan is to make a box with a small opening in it for the others to go into to get their chow, while Schilling sups on his controlled allotment.  I’ll let you know how that goes.

But I thought, “Hey, if Schilling’s got to cut down, then so will I.”  And so starting today, I’m going to begin to do something I hate.  (I don’t like to use that word much -as a friend once admonished my child “You don’t hate anything but sin.”)

I’m going to start jogging.

Catch me if you can, Doldrums!

The Big Schill

The Big Schill

Haikus along 81


Just back from a visit to my son in Virginia for a few days.  Mommers had  loaded up the car with frozen Shepherd’s‘ Pies, Turkey Soup, Beef Barley Soup & Pot Pies for college-kid’s freezer, a few birthday presents & a cake(well, it was actually a trifle.)  Headed south for 11 hours of driving with Abe and bestowed the goods upon the birthday boy. Had a really nice visit, got to guest-star on his & Jesse’s Schultz’ podcast show, took a great hike up to Cascade Falls of Western Virginia, laughed our heads off watching Seinfeld episodes (a requirement for a class he’s taking), and outfitted his kitten, Smallie, with a halter to train him for potentially being walked on a leash someday.

Doesn't everyone bring their stand mixer to visit their son?

Doesn’t everyone bring their stand mixer to visit their son?

IMG_8447

Into the Mountain Laurel Grove – this must be gorgeous in the springtime

IMG_8430

Jody & Abe alongside one of the pools on the hike to Cascade Falls

IMG_8492

Smallie with his new halter -conditioning him to wearing it so that Jody can take him on walks eventually.

On my way north again, I seemed to be churning out the haikus.  If you follow me on Facebook, you may know that I’ve a penchant for haikus and often craft them to describe our latest happenings.  They’re not necessarily great haikus -none to compare to my friend Kelly, a haiku-goddess, that originally inspired me. Nonetheless, here they are:

  • Bluebird morning skies
  • Crisscrossed tic-tac-toed contrails
  • Short term graffiti
  • Skyscraper-tall poles
  • Posting roadside signs aloft
  • Shout “Pick me! Pick me!
  • Weigh Station ahead
  • Big Rigs line up for the scales
  • Keeping their shoes on
  • Tri-Cross plantings grow
  • South of the Mason Dixon
  • Wait…where’s Calvary?
  • Silos, corn cribs, cows…
  • Rude billboard interruptions;
  • “Adult Store Exit”
  • Cop must be ahead
  • Brakes light up like dominoes
  • Pious drivers creep
  • Lebanon, P A
  • Cow pond with basketball hoop
  • I’d like to see that!
  • Road food makes no sense:
  • Chai & pastry breakfast, lunch,
  • “Bugles” for dinner.
  • Turbine sentinels
  • Spinning Schuylkill County breezes
  • Coal Miner Angels
  • Adirondacks rise
  • 2 & a 1/2 hours North,
  • then east to V T
  • Familiar north woods
  • Relief replaces fatigue
  • Snowy, colder, Home.
  • Billboard pollution:
  • You don’t miss it at all if
  • Home is in Vermont.
  • Heart Warming Welcome Home

    Heart Warming Welcome Home

 

Not Chicken…


I took this photo yesterday morning of a little Sultan that I’ve had for 4 years.  She pops out of the coop every day to scratch around, bustle with the biddies, play her part in the flock.  She always looks great, even if her outfit is akin to a luxurious bathrobe and slippers.  We’ve had below & hovering around zero weather lately, but Sal doesn’t turn tail and run like some of the other girls. Nope, she’s out there.  Taking it all in.

Sal, the Sultan Hen

Sal, the Sultan Hen

Next we have Schill, the glamorous Maine Coon Cat.  Schill is short for “Schilling”, as in Curt Schilling, who helped our favorite Red Sox win the 2004 World Series.  We call him the “Big Schill” and he has so much presence in our home, amongst our other cats and dogs.  Here he is, surveying the front yard from his rooftop perch yesterday afternoon.  Bold move, Schill.  Way to be the Big Guy!

the Big Schill

the Big Schill

And here are Char & myself & friends, this past Saturday.  The air temperature was about 9 degrees above zero at plunge time with a brisk and steady wind.  This was Char’s 4th plunge and my 3rd, and our team consisted of my Youth Group and friends raised a little more than $2,000 for Vermont Special Olympics.

Everyone asks, “Why?  How?  What was it like?”

It’s for a great cause.  We’re crazy fun people, also. As you can see, we have ridiculous costumes which were supposed to be some sort of scholarly owl-look.  We didn’t win any prizes.

When it’s actually time to plunge, you don’t want to spend much time analyzing.  It’s all a blur and you just go for it. You can’t see it, but the water we’re jumping into is surrounded by thick ice that had to be chainsawed to carve out an opening.  And yeah, its super cold.  But we did it.

And we’ll do it again next year.

Because we’re not chicken.  No, I know what we are.  And now that I realize it, I’m really grateful.

We’re brave.

Team Healing Waters ready for the Plumage Parade

Team Healing Waters ready for the Plumage Parade

Char hit the water first, though I thought this year it might be me!

Char hit the water first, though I thought this year it might be me!

Teammate Kati in the middle, Ahmad(from Palestine!) on the left, me on the right(reddish hair flying)

Teammate Kati in the middle, Ahmad(from Palestine!) on the left, me on the right(reddish hair flying)

The team splash

The team splash

Mother/Daughter Pre-Plunge

Mother/Daughter Pre-Plunge

Mother/Daughter Post Plunge

Mother/Daughter Post Plunge

By the looks of it, I'm having a great time!

By the looks of it, I’m having a great time!

Sunshine


I’m not a “go south for the winter” type of gal.  My Russian-heritage instilled me with a quality = struggle outlook.  I’d feel like a weak-y taking a tropical vacation.

Bring on that sunshine!

BUT, yesterday I planted tomato, cilantro and lettuce seeds in my kitchen.

I can’t wait for spring.

Far away in the sunshine are my highest aspirations. I may not reach them, but I can look up and see the beauty, believe in them and try to follow where they lead. – Louisa May Alcott

Happy Christmas!


Runner up to the Winter Solstice as my favorite time of the year is Christmastide.

We have fresh snow out there this morning. I enjoyed watching my kitties tiptoe about the front stoop at about 3:30, and by 5:00 their prints were filled in again.

Just finished prepping a goose which I’d bartered from “Garden of Spices” in Greenwich, NY, where I get help processing my turkeys. I rubbed it with a plethora of zest from oranges, limes and lemons, as well as various other spices and salt. My sticky-bun dough has risen, hallelujah, it has risen indeed. I’m starting to hear showers and footsteps, so there are just moments to go before this morning quiet is dispelled.

My favorite gifts? Last evening, my daughters and I presented music at our church’s candlelight service and it is always rich being able to share that kind of work with them. Old friends and new friends have been making many appearances. My kids are all home from college. The hens are laying again. The sheep and horses are frisky & healthy. There’s snow on the ground.

Advent, leading up to Christmas, is so much about hope, so much about how I live my life. Christmastide is a joyful season, and though there are moments in every day that we have a thought of a loved one that isn’t with us anymore, oftentimes, sorrow is deeper during the holidays.
So it is, a time steeped in significant sentiment. For me, I take every ponder as a gift. Blessed to have love in our lives, blessed even when we lose our loves because of how we can carry on for them, in them, with them in spirit.

Holiday greetings from all of us at the farm!

IMG_8141

IMG_8158

IMG_8191

IMG_8204

IMG_8211

IMG_8235

Christmas Card 2012

Back


The summer getaways are a wrap.  I have had a total of 4 separate outings varying from 2 to 4 days at a shot.  As mentioned in the past, this is no small feat when you run a farm of any size.  Thanks to great help from family and friends, there were minimal amounts of crisis-moments ranging from cats consuming pies and cakes meant for market to waterbirth-chick-hatch-coaching via telephone instruction.

I am, sadly, on the eve of the “Last Day” of the college kids being home. Tonight I have been busy dreaming up the menu for the last family dinner of the summer, trying to include all of their favorite dishes.  Tomorrow will be busy for all of the regular reasons, and a little more so with packing two different vehicles for two different directions.

I planted three fruit trees late this afternoon, one for each child.  A peach and two plums.  I dug deep holes with a broken shovel, filled them with worm-wriggling manure from the pile out back, ran the hose into the pit and placed the pot-bound, discounted saplings into their new homes.

What kind of advice can I give myself when I’m feeling this low?  I have certainly learned great lessons from the past and can apply them.  I have some wisdom.  But in the end, right now, it is still not my favorite place to be.

No worries, truly, it’s just a tedious process which I have to sort out.

And look!  I discovered this, for me, and my school-bound kiddoes:

Aim for success, not perfection. Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life. Remember that fear always lurks behind perfectionism.
David M. Burns

Rock on, Mr. Burns.

This slideshow requires JavaScript.

Eine Kleine Bee Swarm


First off, weighing heavily on my mind and heart this weekend is the fact that I haven’t seen my white peacock, “Figaro”, for two days.

Where are you, Figaro?  Please come home soon.

Such a Sunday.  This morning we attended a concert given by youth at a summer music camp in the Carriage Barn of the historic Park McCullough House in North Bennington.  My two daughters are violinists and one was there as a camper, the other as an assistant staff member.  So lovely to see them playing side by side in the sea of young faces.  ”Eine Kleine Nacht Music” and “Allegro -from Brandenburg Concerto #3 in G” were featured by their ensembles and I thought they were perfectly performed.  I always say that I have to pull them off the ceiling after orchestra nights, and this week’s practicing and performance yielded no exception.

Dear Julietta, a friend of the family’s, arrived for an afternoon of assistance on the farm.  She is an extremely hard-working young woman and interns in Rupert, Vermont at “Merck Forest” which focuses on sustainable agriculture and living.  She loves to come to our place and visit while weeding, tending the animals, working in the kitchen or just about anything.  She makes amazing biscotti, by the way, and today brought a recipe which featured her own homemade candied orange peel.  I ate almost all of it.

Following a lunch of scrambled eggs with chives and cheddar, we weeded the vegetable garden.  Julietta weeds like a fiend. I’d love to employ her every day and reveal the true Eden that is beneath the jungle-growth around here!  Let us just say that a dent was made.

While I ran a very brief errand, my bees swarmed.  Yes, they up and swarmed.  And flew away.

I arrived home and the fam announced that my bees had just gone. Over. There.  Over.  Those.  Trees.  Over.  Those.  Woods….gone.

Where are you honeybees?  Please come home soon.

It was one particular swarm, not all of my bees, thankfully.  I had just been saying to Julietta before I drove off that we would tend the bees after the garden work because I was afraid they were outgrowing their boxes.  My son had called it the day before, saying “Mom, I think the bees are going to swarm.”

“Swarm in July, let ‘em fly” is what the farmers say.

So they flew.

By the way, this implies that if you catch the swarm and are able to rear them, then they’re not likely to develop and put up enough stores before winter to keep them through.  So maybe even if I had caught the swarm, I’d not have any more of a success story.  Just trying to comfort myself.

Julietta and I donned bee suits and dove into the other hives, adding honey supers to the industrious, removing old feeders from some that had drained their stores, and adding brood boxes to others that were growing so well.  We spent over an hour fussing over the honeybees and in our fussing found some honey-rich comb that had been attached to one of the hive tops.

Lastly, we scraped the wax comb and honey onto some platters and picked them over, removing the honey-drunk bees, so that we could harvest a bit for ourselves.  We spent at least an hour painstakingly removing each little gal, trying to spare their lives as we did so.  We collected three quart jars of comb and honey and came inside for the evening to dip salted popcorn into the dregs on the platter for a snack with a cup of tea.

And that, my friends, is the way to top off a full and glorious weekend.  August is around the corner and my youngest turns 17 on Monday.  Good friends from out-of-town are dropping by on Tuesday, 50 pies will have to be made and delivered Thursday through Saturday,  A friend that is hosting a round-table discussion on localvores at a nearby t.v. station has invited me as a guest on Wednesday and another wonderful photo-journalist friend is coming to follow my daughters and I around the farm on Thursday as she works on what is called “Farm Woman.”

I am grateful for my husband and son’s hard work in putting up new fencing (attempt Number 8 this summer) to keep the goats in their new pasture, for fat chicks and turkey poults becoming fatter and for layer hen and peafowl eggs in the incubator developing.  I’m thrilled that the Faverolle chicks were introduced to the 3 week old hatched out hens and they’re fast friends in the little coop.  I’m satisfied that deliveries of pies and zucchini chocolate cakes were made and the last of the eggs was used up in a Gingersnap recipe this afternoon.  And I’m feeling very fortunate for an outing yesterday to the Historical Society to take in a pretty fantastic writer’s workshop, presented by a local friend, inspiring me for SOMEday…when I may write more formally…

So many blessings, so many blessings.

This slideshow requires JavaScript.

Sunday Churchin’


Pies are happening around here.  Though I’d dropped the Farmer’s Market this summer, I picked up a retail market called “Clearbrook Farm which is conveniently 5 minutes away for deliveries.  Lovely folk to work with and the feedback is so far positive.  I’m organizing our schedule and pantry to provide 3-5 days a week’s worth of fresh-baked fruit pies for the summer and exploring potential pie shares as part of their CSA program.

Blueberries, Cherries, Peaches -just some of the fruits we put in our pies.

Pitted 329 tart cherries for 2 pies, yes I counted.

This is the strategy for Pie-Lady. She maps out the locations for about 20 different pies so that she doesn’t forget when she removes them and labels them for market. It is extremely high-tech.

Pies in the oven

Baby pies. (Awwwww!)

Meanwhile the turkey poults and Freedom Rangers are growing like little weeds.  They are happy and healthy, each and every one of them, and for this I am grateful.

Fifty Freedom Rangers – these are our favorite type of meatbird to raise. They really enjoy free ranging and have a great health track record.

Two week old Turkey Poults

Yesterday I celebrated in upstate New York with some of my family on Lake Champlain because son-one had a successful FLW College Fishing tournament with his team-mate and they placed high enough to move onto another tournament held on Lake Philpott in Virginia this coming September. Char-the-fantastic turned our cell phone footage into this great little video.  You will hear my enthusiastic fan-mom sounds in the background.

Virginia Tech teammates David Bryant & Jody White place in the FLW College Fishing Tournament on Lake Champlain. In spite of boat difficulties and white cap waves, they pulled enough Smallmouth and Largemouth Bass to make the Top 5. “Yay!” says a proud mama.

This morning I trundled off to Landgrove, Vermont to sing with my church choir in a wee country chapel that hosts us every summer.  There is neither electricity nor plumbing in this summer sanctuary and it is in my Top Ten of Places to Visit in Vermont if you feel like experiencing New England culture.  A wedding from the day before had it bedecked in white calla lilies and an urn of 600 (!) white roses on a pedestal of marble in front of the building.  Following the spirit-raising, song-filled service, we were invited to help ourselves to a bouquet as we left.  Oh extravagant!

Having been a florist, I completely appreciated the simple beauty and elegance of the floral choices.  I imagine the wedding was divine.  However, I’m partial to indigenous and in-season botanical displays as ironically, this morning, I had picked a large bouquet from my own garden, arranged it and dropped it at our family church en route to Landgrove.  And interestingly enough, also en route, I paused to take in the gorgeous road-side alpine wildflowers that were in bloom.

However, I’m not beneath this beautiful bunch.  I hope this day is good to you and yours. Lastly, if you’re an animal lover like I’m an animal lover, will you add my friend Megan’s kitty “Greta” to your prayers for a safe return to her family?  It is heavy on my mind, of late.

Some of the 600 Roses arranged in front of the Church at Landgrove

The Church of Landgrove

Great Big Windows to bring in the light

Callas from the wedding the day prior

Some pretty morning sky

Why my (people) house is a mess:


I began my day with the nicest visit from a neighbor and her little one and then sent two of my hens home with them to add to their flock.  After finishing the barn and coop chores, I took 50 photos of the Faverolle chicks and our dog Cricket.

The Faverolles are at that awkward “tween” stage of life, but I love them anyway.

Cricket is my favorite sidekick.

And that’s why I’m not likely to have a tidy home to accommodate our out-of-town guests next week.  It has less to do with my perception of the lack of household help, and more to do with my free-ranging whimsy.

Which would you rather?  Clean closets or gaze into puppy’s eyes?

This slideshow requires JavaScript.